my cuzzen hazwan is gg to mesir tmrw.. been crying for quiet a few nights.. ouh allah, kuatkanlah iman ku..
u noe readers,
hazwan hve been always there for me.. we talk,we share,we laugh,we joke we fight,we bully each other,we consult ourselves,we talk to each other abt other cuzzens of us if we feel unhappy and we'll try to make each other feel good.. he's always there wen i feel alone at home during sch holidays and he wld jus come over and help me do the hse chores..layan me do my stuff... urge me to go gym together..masak maggi together.. pujuk me wen i cried..he ever hug me wen i cried badly and let me cry more until i felt better..
and now he's leaving us for abt a year,prolly more than that..
puasa w/o him.. raya w/o him.. gathering w/o him..gg gym w/o him,gg melake w/o him..
i shall stop blogging abt him now before bukit panjang ade flood.. lol? huh!
will miss u dear cuz <3