it is now the 5th week of school..and im exhausted sgt dah..im still yet to have my rest tau..

went to melake on CNY..yeah! again~ lucky i bought alot of things..necessary things such as my dark blue jeans(yg dulu koyak tym cycling with sisters),my compact my moisturizer and etc..im happy coz finally i geot to change my facial wash to a better and definitely the brand theat ive been dreaming to have it,its HIMALAYA baby! like finally..thanks to my sisters for the facial wash set..and mum officially redha kan fi pki himalaya..yeay!

so the trip was okay la cm biase..mmng langsng tkde time rehat..balek sch rush balek rumah siap gy melake..kat sane everyday klua..sume tmpt nk pegy..sume bnde nk beli..last day nk blk sg kne serang sengugut..sumpah nie irritating gile..pk nk gy beli cd byk2 den tgk kat krete..nk gerak kan bdn je da saket..haix..alhamdulilah finally reach sg safely..

the next day pagi2 da kne bgn den kne gy beli brg decoration class..seriously tkde time rest..nie quraan blm hfl2 tau..assingment ade tk buat lg..allah~help me manage my tym well ya allah..

klw nk ckp psl assingment sch tu mmng tk hbs2 so tk pyh ckp k..

i saw this quotes,

after reading this,the only person yg teroz klua kat otak was my ex...the one that i had the longest relationship with..wow!yet that was a few years back..now.. i tell you..its hard to get those sincere,honest feeling..

maybe you can say that we were still young,kental,bla3..but exactly...we can maintain them..2years was alot sey..yet now..you can even lose a friend.. and im soo agree to this quote,

Remember when we were little, we always wanted to grow up? Now we realize it was better being a kid.

im not trying to igt bnde lame then menyesal sendiri..no! tu keje bodoh! all im saying is that makin besar makin mcm2 masuk kat hati sampi kejujuran keikhlasan and other good behaviour/character/attitude makin merosot..agree? haha! 

i hate being lonely at night..mcm2 masuk dlm kepale..cte primary pon masuk..kelakar la jgk..tp ade yg rase mcm ish bodoh nye aku gy buat gini3..ish asl boley terserempak die..ish asl dekni ade kat hidop..ish asl dekni aku knl..you n oe bnde2 gini..yg sepatutnya kte shld rase gini, If you want happiness don't walk together with your past. Truth is, the past is only a lesson. Don't bring it back. its just a lesson..

Mistakes makes me human. Failure makes me stronger.lagipun tkde gune menyesal,nasi da jadi bubur..

tp to get rid that out of yr mind especially when ure lonely mmng ssh..so the question here is why?

lol!

thats why now,tho i have lots of activities aft school,even when i reach home i need to go mengajar,im happy to carry all this responsibilities..rather than staying at home,doing nothing,hear those naggings..atleast i do something beneficial,insyaallah jugak ganjaran pahala diberi insyaallah ameen..ddk ruma kje sch mcm tk bley buat..klw boley ddk sch satu hari stakat hbs kn hmwk,seriously i dont mind..

a friend tego fi td..ye la awk nie mcm nk lari kan diri dr saye je..aek busy..well boy honestly im busy..lgpn honestly im not intrested..i love wat im doing now..mmng busy..hp nie org msg sume tk sempat reply..terok kan..tau... all i want to do is to stick with the way i am now and with these friends i have arnd me..most importantly is i dont wna lose a friend.. i have no one else except my frens,tho i have someone else pon,he whoever he is cant seperate me frm my frens..they now me more than he does,whoever he is.haha!

my 2011 was so far a hectic,chaotic yet enjoying all this haywire life, the thing that make me upset the most is that,i lost a fren..a fren that means a lot to me..cant agree more to this quote saying,Sometimes the people we've known for a short amount of time have the biggest impact on our lives, even more than those we've known forever. 

but,like i said just now,learn to accept it..take this a a lesson learn.. :))